quarta-feira, outubro 04, 2017

meu mundo solitário

Due to our fleeing existence,
the concept of belonging seems so vain...
Like sand running through our fingers,
everything in this life is an ephemeral illusion.


Such mass effort to survive and thrive.
Can you see we're not going anywhere?
The Universe doesn't need us.
It will end just like it started.
Utter Nothingness.


I had long talks with thousands of people. Shared charming moments with some of them. Consulted psychologists. Brainstormed with life coaches. Watched Shamans prescribe their cosmical advice. I travelled halfway across our Planet. Breathed amazing landscapes, ingested different cultures, hugged strangers like they were another myself. I lived astonishing coincidences that made me believe in a higher force. Sometimes felt realization using my brain. Others, using my body. The strength of narcissism, the beauty of selfness. For a minute there I felt true love and like there was something bigger feeding on it, that the rotation of the Universe depended on it.
I'm grateful for such a blessed existence.


I have no idea what is expected from Us or what's the point of all of this.
My experiences somehow collide with my vision,
I'm drawn by intensity. I want more action, more knowledge.
I keep being remembered to not want so much.
To learn to let go, to let it flow,
to just Be.

sexta-feira, setembro 22, 2017

faça desse drama a sua hora

that chapter is over..
I understand life, now.
I understand the Universe.
I understand Time.
I am bigger than the meat shell that surrounds me.
I am a White World Bridger.
I am in this life to make people connect. 
this life is about death and rebirth.
we're not meant to be forever but only the time it takes to learn the lesson.

Ten years

My last ten years were about release.
Release from You.
From all the regret. From all the expectations.

release from the Self.


It's so hard.
Sometimes I get it.
There are times when I'm able to withdraw this dark hole of selfishness
and become a being through which the universal light shines.

The return is intense.
I learnt that there's no correct way to Be.
I can forgive my Self and move on with kindness.